At least Hari is more sensible now. He goes out to work everyday, and sometimes after work he goes fishing to catch fish for our dinner. He cannot make fishing his livelihood - Father sold the boat to pay some of his debts and we have no more money to buy one.
He talks of going off to Bombay to find work and earn more money. However, if he goes off, how would the family survive? Mother cannot work, Father will not work, my sisters Bela and Kemal are too young to work and I need to take care of the family. Why is my life so hard? But for my mother and my sisters, I must be strong.